| open mouth, close eyes... no words are escaping |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|06:51 am] |
| [ | emotional status |
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| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | underOATH | ] |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|11:19 am]
cr0ss__my_heart
))Step 1((>..::About Me::..<))
..::Are you my friend?
..::What is your name?
..::How long have you known me?
..::What do you like best about me?
..::What do like like least about me?
..::Did/do you have a crush on me?
..::Do/Did I ever have a crush on you?
..::Did you act on it? Will you ever?
..::Did I act on it? Do you think I will?
..::What pops into your head when you hear my name?
..::What is your best memory of me?
..::What is your worst memory of me?
..::Did you ever hate me?
..::Do you think I'd take a bullet for you?
..::What is the first rule of Fight Club?
..::Will you put this in your LJ and see what I have to say?
))Step 2((>..::Put this in your comment as well and I have to fill it out::..<))
..:: (Question 1, you make up)
..:: (Question 2, you make up)
..:: (Question 3, you make up)
))Step 3((>..::Post this in your own LJ::..<))
so im updating!!!
on wedensday it snowed and i stood out side of the dearborn ham store
and caught snowflakes on my tounge
while there was an accident across the street
while listening to Bright Eyes
there was no Turkey at my thanksgiving...
i got the 18v cd and it was horrible (obsession)
"this pigeon has a hard time landing"
"im sorry i cant cut the mustard, and its obsurd"
yeah |
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|12:30 pm] |
so yesterday my sister got the new "the used" cd
its awesome
i have to go up north this weekend... so that sucks alot |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|09:59 am] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  apathetic | ] |
so yesterday i went over Liv's house
and that was awesome
from their we hit up Dairy Queen
then eddies house where i called my mother and she got pissed
and proceeded in picking me up.......
that was gay cuz we were supposed to go to my house after eddies...
i went to my dads house @ 5
he got a new truck and its HUGE
so yeah thats all i got
</3
-XTINA- |
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| promise me... |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|02:52 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | Ghost Man on Third- Taking Back Sunday | ] |
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| a good friend once told me... |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|04:42 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | Avenged Sevenfold | ] |
A good friend once told me we are our memory
without it we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Timeless my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down
But keep away from me... keep away from me |
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| *we could be perfectly perfect together* |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | Brand New- Magazines | ] |
so today was good
i was a motherfucking secret agent!!
(OPP: SOCO AMARETTO LIME was a sucess)[gay]
today was my last day of Summer School!!!
so thats wonderful!!
so no miracles have happend yet
im still going north....
(oh what i would give to go south tho...)
so im tierd but in quite a wonderfull mood
4 words
GOD
BLESS
BRAND NEW
so anytips on how not to kill my self of bordum this weekend???????? |
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| *pull the trigger and the nightmare stops* |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | Brand new | ] |
so im going up north tomarrow at around 5ish
and Im pissed cuz i was supposed to hang out with people today
but my parents are gay!
who thinks its sad that i cant wait for school to start up again?
THIS SUMMER SUCKS BALLS!
im tierd of these fucking four walls laughing in my face
but summer school ends this week
tommarrow is my last day
so i went to the mall on sunday and got 2 new shirts (atreyu and Ax7)
and i got like day glow pink
so that made me smile
but then we had to wait like 3 hours for Chelsea to get new cloths
and that was horrible....
so hopefull something wonderfull will happen in the next 24 hours
so i dont have to go up north
or die of bordum....
*Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter
and this morning I threw up fire
But it's nothing new
I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do
with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room
And every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat
Every stupid melody to every stupid song,
and every stupid word that everybody's hanging on
What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess
Last night I fell asleep next to a liar
and I woke up with a shiner
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view
of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head
And this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere
And we beat each other up just like we always do
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you
What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess
Call homicide, take the case to court
Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor
They hung her from the bridge on Monday
The gathering turned to a mob out on the lawn
They dropped her body in the river
School and work returned to normal before long
(before long... and no one will mention any of this again)
Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess
Call homicide, take the case to court
Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor*
-sudden death in Carolina
Brand new |
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[Jul. 24th, 2004|06:16 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | listless | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | A lack of color- Death Cab For Cutie | ] |
i <3 this boy more than A N Y T H I N G
so i love it how E V E R Y O N E likes My Chemical Romance,
and how they get played on the radio
(not really... it makes me quite furious)
PS- i need to hang out with people
hit me up on the Tele-17342816603
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[Jul. 10th, 2004|03:45 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | The Remembrance Ballad- Atreyu | ] |
yeah so alot of people are telling me to kill myself latley....
hmm...
the anymous person (although i know who they are)
and the dude when i was climbing up on the railing at bishop park
at the fireworks a week ago and told me to jump...
thanks people
i appriciate it
-<3-
Xtina
and for the record...
what music do i "pretend" to listen to?
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become
Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul? |
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| *IM A BADASS TELL ME IM A BAD ASS!* |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  rushed | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | Play Crack in the sky- Brand new | ] |
alright so that was fun
the cruise was this weekend
that was a good time
i was disapointed cuz we didnt cruise that much but hey
two whole shots aint bad ;-)
mmm... it made me nostalgic
well i have to go
until the next time im lucky enough to get on
-<3- |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|03:20 pm] |
By the way i heart you elyse for giving me all these quizzes, you save me from boredum (yeah i cant spell....) |
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| *BITCHES LOVE ME CAUSE THEY KNOW THAT I CAN ROCK! THROUGH OUT THE PROJECTS!!!!* |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|03:04 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  crazy (aka GANGSTA) | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | M.S.I. | ] |
yo homiez!
k so im at kait like baits house
and we were taking a walk
and we pass by this bus station and these two ghetto homies
are sittin there
and they are white
with buzz cuts
and they gave us the best pick up line ever...
"do you smoke?"
"no"
"you look good!"
mmm baby you've got me now with your smooth lingo!
i want to roll a joint with you now!
haha...no.........
(by the by we were walking down fort in the big LP)
w0rd
it was wonderfull
then they asked us our names and we are now Teaira and Latoya
and our phone numba is 1-800-COLLECT DIAL DOWN THE CENTER BITCHEZZZZ
it was wonderfull
yeah so i got MSI and blink 182 and a sweet mix cd frum Teaira
and weez beez inna band call Bud-wyz-uh homies
YOU ARE SO FUCKING JEALOUS!!!!
im out
-<3-
xTINA
(lATOYA) |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|02:18 pm] |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|01:42 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | no seatbelt song- brand New | ] |
p.s.- i replied to johns entry about me... it was harsh...
but truthfull
i took this quiz at tickle.com
Christina, the brightest color in your aura is Orange
Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having Orange as your brightest color means that the second layer of your aura is the most vibrant. You have exceptional abilities to use your feelings as your mental, physical, and spiritual guides. Your keen awareness of your emotions allows your energy to move freely through the Emotional layer of your aura, where energy most often gets stuck for others. This can help you avoid a variety of emotional and physical ailments. |
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| *EVERYBODY WAKE UP, ITS TIME TO GET DOWN!* |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|12:53 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | no seatbelt song- Brand New | ] |
so im exited
emily is no longer mad at me (YAY!)
i listened to my"BRAND NEW" BRAND NEW cd yesterday
(sooo good!!)
me and kelsey stayed after school yesterday
and helped Mrs. Hall pack
I FUCKING HATE REED!!! IF I EVER SEE IT AGAIN ILL SET IT ON FIRE!!!!
my mom bitched me out on the way home
...and at home...
and at home again...
then i painted... (i think im in love with water colors now because they are wonderful)
then i called Kyle and he was being all pissy
and mad at me because i apparently went out with Liam...
kay...i dont remember this but, sure why not...
so then i brought up the other 4 girls he's cheated on me with
2 of which he completely denies...
so that was fun
i love it how my days are turning into rollercoasters
so i think im gonna swing by AnnaLise's house today
because i havnt talked to her in a while
my grandma is comming over today
...i just rememberd...
chelsea is comming back from CANADA!
and she is graduating from 8th grade tomarrow
ah that is going to be the very last time i E V E R
stop foot in that god forsaken place A G A I N
and im not going to mr. riggs class anymore because
he thinks its cool to throw stuff at me
yeah...
OH! i have to pay for Carl's book which i threw out the window
its fucking gay!!
i hate that kid!!!
well thats enough for one day
-<3-
Xtina
* So, it's sad that doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins will cheapen the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect hate.
If I can choose, it's only you.
“We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum...
so fine I'll leave... we're spent... take our time...
measured... we slave for days.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose. It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect lies from a perfect hate.
If I can choose... it's only you.*
-No seatbelt song
BRAND NEW |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|11:27 am] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | this time imperfect-AFI | ] |
| X | X-Rated | | T | Twisted | | I | Important | | N | Nutty | | A | Appealing | | | | C | Colorful |
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by the by
"i am cool, people look at me and go "wow that person is cool"
you know bitchez are jelous...
AHHH I MOURN THE LOSS OF THE MASKED AVENGER!!!!!
yesterday i hung out with stephanie, scott, ass-hole, and emily
it was a good time...we got rained on |
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| *i believe that lovers should be tied together and thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather...* |
[May. 28th, 2004|12:13 pm] |
| [ | emotional status |
| | numb cuz im mother fucking HxC | ] |
| [ | buzzing the air waves |
| | buddy holly- weezer | ] |
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Christina
Birthplace ::: michigan
Age ::: 15
Age you act ::: 5
Current location ::: allenpark
Eye color ::: one is blue, one is green
Hair color ::: brown/blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: right
Zodiac sign? ::: Aquaius
Height? ::: 5'7
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: hungarian/polish/english
Your hair ::: straight because i have a war with it every morning
Your fears ::: things falling on me
Your perfect room ::: my room
What you practically do in a day ::: sleep, talk on the phone, write
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: gay
Phrases you overuse ::: im gonna shoot myself in the face
Your first thought when you wake up ::: NO!!!
Your greatest accomplishment ::: um...i have no idea
Something you want to do ::: act/meteorology/journalism/detective
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: bk
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: christina
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::: adidas
Black or white ::: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: dollers
Burgers or hot dogs ::: hot dog
Egypt or France ::: france
Rock or rap ::: rock!
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: occasionally
Cuss ::: im a potty mouth
Sing well ::: mmhmm
Sing in the shower ::: yeah.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: yea
Believe in yourself ::: not really
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: yeah
Play an instrument ::: yep
Want to go to college? ::: sure
Want to get married? ::: yes?
Want to have children? ::: HELL NO!
Think you're a health freak? ::: no
Get along with your parents ::: no!
Get along with your siblings? ::: no
Think you're popular ::: i have no fucking clue
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: no
Drank alchohal ::: yeah
Smoke ::: yeah
Get high ::: nope
Done any drugs ::: no
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: no
Been on stage ::: yeah
Gone skinny dipping ::: no
Been dumped ::: yes
Dyed your hair ::: yes
Stolen anything ::: yes
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: kelsey
Loudest ::: kait like bait
Most shy ::: karissa
Smartest ::: Karissa
Kindest ::: kait
Best personality ::: kylie
Most talented ::: kylie/karissa
Best singer ::: emily
Most ghetto ::: KELSEY
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: me ;)
Pain in the ass ::: Karissa/emily
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: emily/karissa
Funniest ::: kelsey/ kait
Best person for advice ::: kait
Dependable ::: all
Trustworthy ::: just about all of them
Druggie ::: Derek
Most likely to end up in jail ::: kait :(
Person you've known the longest ::: Kelsey!
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: me killing the hall monitor no effing joke!
Last nightmare ::: SUPER JAWS!!!
Car ride ::: today
Last time you cried ::: yesterday
Last movie seen ::: underworld
Last movie rented ::: underworld
Last book read ::: White Oleander
Last word said ::: k
Last curse word said ::: fuck
Last time you laugh ::: uhh...3rd hour
Last phone call ::: Kyle
Last CD played ::: I got hos in different area codes
Last song you listened to ::: perfect sonnet- Bright eyes
Last annoyance ::: mother
Last IM ::: shmo
Last weird encounter ::: renata LMAO
Last person you hugged ::: AnnaLise
Last person you yelled at ::: mother
Last time you wore a skirt ::: sunday
Last time you've been evil ::: today
Sarcastic? ::: all the time
Last time you fought with your parents ::: everyday
Last time you wished upon a star ::: last night
Played Truth or Dare ::: 7th grade
Spent quality time alone ::: last night
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Shmo and Tyler
Do you feel lonely ::: yeah
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: yep
How about egging someone's house ::: yep
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: ???????
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: them arrrre muh HOMEIS!
Yo Momma ::: is so fat she usesI-75 as a slip and slide!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you?
::: no
What do you think of George Bush? ::: awsome!!! (kerry sucks balls!!!!!)
Any secret fetishes? ::: no
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: no
How many languages do you speak? ::: 2
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: little
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: not really...
so im tierd
and emily is really mad at me
and i feel like shit
and i cut my hair (by my self!!! :D)
and its cold so im happy
and i went over annalises house yesterday and we had a good time
and i got grounded from ALL my cd's
and i have to take a test
and i kindof want to cry but i dont know why (im an emo cunt!!!)
and i really like how my mom is a bitch!
and i need to write better entries cause these suck...
-<3-
Xtina |
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